So I thought and I thought and then I finally talked to Josh. I told him that I have to deal with what I have going on before I can even get involved or do anything with anyone else. It's not neccessarily because I was uncomfortable, but that was a part of it as well. So I told him and we agreed! He was uncomfortable with the situation as well. So ( Read more... )

OMG!!!! It hurts!! Very irrating day!!! So I had a eye appointment today and my lpo told me that I had to come back to work after my appointment.... they've never cared before so why does it matter all of a sudden? But I was also suppose to get blood work done but oopsy... i forgot to fast. I ate breakfast this morning so I couldn't get the blood ( Read more... )

Fabulous!!!!!!! No, not really, but I get to go to pretty interesting places. So yeah, bright and early tomorrow morning my ship is pulling out for it's two months out. It'll be fun and interesting, but also hot as hell, which translates to stinky!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ewwwwwwwwww........... Oh, well, that can be easily fixed. Anyway, I'm excited, but also ( Read more... )

Okay so TPU sucks!!! They don't know what they are talking about. Last Thursday I had to check into them because my ship was underway and would be back on Friday. They told me many different things. I was first told that they aren't taking crew lima people at tpu and they then told me that my ship was in the yards and they made a call and sure ( Read more... )

Oh my gosh! I really like Josh! We're so much alike and he is someone that i can see myself with for awhile. He's almost prefect. Okay, so prefect is the wrong thing to say, but he's great! I want to be in a relationship with him, but i'm scared to be in another relationship. I'm not sure if i'm ready for another one. I think that I'm going to take ( Read more... )

So for like the past week and a half or two weeks I've been talking to my friend Mary's friend Josh. I don't know but he was really interesting to talk to and he was fun. My only question is is it possible to fall for someone that you've never even meet before? Everytime I talk to him I feel myself liking him more and more each second. But I don't ( Read more... )

Why do i always seem to find all the assholes? So the guy who i was talking to decides to mess with my head the other day and i know the whole time that he was just joking so i didn't really believe him. Then thursday night i decided to mess with his head, you know just to get back at him, right? Well friday he found out that i was messing with his ( Read more... )

Why do i have to be in a such pissy mood today? i've been getting in really bad moods a lot for the last few days for almost no reason. People are always fucking pissing me off for who knows what. one day it'll be because they lie and the next it'll be because they are so fucking stupid, but anyway. don't get me wrong or anything, i'm glad that i ( Read more... )

My freaking gosh!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why are guys such freaking asses???? That's all that i really want to know! Well, remember that one guy that I told you about who i was suppose to get with when i came back, well, yeah, that isn't gonna happen now... at all; he's such an ass. What happened was this. New Years Eve i get a call from him so Kt answers my ( Read more... )

i am so confused!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have guy problems. When I say guy problems, i mean, there are too many!!!! Where should I start at? Let's see, I guess I will start with Brandon. I am worried about him and yet, I know that I can't do anything to help him get over me or help him to get on with his life. The only thing that he can think of is ( Read more... )