Time is almost over. CJ leaves tomorrow and I still don't know what to do. I don't want it to be over because I am not one of the people who can just have a little fling and then forget that anything even happened. I am a person who likes relationships. I want to stay with him, but how do I know that he won't cheat on me or anything once he's in ( Read more... )

The week is going by real fast and as Friday gets closer, the decision that I have to make gets even closer. I don't know what to do. I really like the guy and I would like to stay with him to see if a relationship could come of it, but I don't know if I should. I love everytime we are together, and I really love the fun that we have, but I don't ( Read more... )

It's official. I will be in Lexington at 10 on the morning of the 19th. I just bought my plan ticket yesterday and surprisingly enough, I got one that wasn't outragously priced. I only paid $265 for my ticket. I will be home for one week exactly. You better have plans for me when I get home. Oh hey, on my birthday, you know the 20th, I want to go ( Read more... )

Gosh I hate being broke!!!!!!!!!! I hate it, I hate it. That's no joke! I need to buy a plane ticket still and it costs more than what I have in the bank and I don't have any access to what my mom is sending me until Monday and do you realize how much the tickets are going to cost by then? More than I have any in my account including the money mom' ( Read more... )

I miss home! I miss everyone!!

What the fuck? How can a lot of people be mad at me when I barely even talk to anyone?! I am in so much confusion right now! What am I talking about? Well according to my roommate, a lot of people are mad at me. A lot of people as in just her? I don't know, but I assume that she is, although I must say that I have no freaking clue why! I decided to ( Read more... )

Who would have thunk that a tiny little kiss could be so....oh, what's the word I'm looking for? No, not magical, but I guess that would work. Ok, so who would have thunk that a tiny little kiss could be so magical. So last week sometime, probably Thursday night, CJ and I went for a walk on the beach. Let me tell you something; it's freezing cold ( Read more... )

Where should I start off? I guess the best place to start would be the situation with CJ. Yes, that is what the guy's name is. So I finally talked to him and guess what, everything that those girls were telling me was all lies. No, I wasn't just going to take his word for it so I asked Emily who happens to be one of his close friends here and who I ( Read more... )

I don't know what is going on. People talk and people listen... for the most part and then pass it on. So far, anything that has happened between this guy and me the other night hasn't been passed on and that is a good thing. The only person that i know of who knows what happened is my roommate and the guy himself. So i am guessing since no one has ( Read more... )

I just don't know what to do or what to believe! Things are so different here. Everyone knows everyone and everyone knows everyone else's business and frankly i am not used to that. I mean it was pretty bad in Frankfort like that, but on such a small base as the one that i am on now, it's worse.... so much worse. But in another way it is a good ( Read more... )