I'm already missing Miami like crazy. It's wierd, my opinions on leaving Granby changed throughout high school.. and now I can't understand why I didn't want to leave. I never wanted to leave Miami, because there it seems like everything I've always questioned and wondered fell into place. I finally was beginning to know me, where I wanted to go, ( Read more... )

Nothing has been getting better lately, so I've just been doing my best to ignore everything mostly with alcohol and drugs. I haven't been making the smartest decisions ever lately so I'm scared abou how the end of freshman year is gonna do. Everything is set for the summer and so Miami is my destiny for now, as long as my grades are okay. I've ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a while, mostly because I feel like I have nothing to say. I don't feel anything, I'm never happy and I don't really care about anything anymore. I wake up sometimes go to class, drink everyday excessive amounts, blaze more often then not and sleep. I'm never natuarally happy, it's always the ingrediants in stuff that makes me ( Read more... )

just because I like survey thingys! ( the brightest firefly )

I deleted all my old posts because I know where I've been & I need to start from scratch. As of now, I don't need to know anything about the future or the past. I need to live for right now, and that's it ( Read more... )

life is a gift ( Read more... )