So I'm thinking that I overreacted over the past few encounters with my parents. Which isn't a good thing because I just upset myself even more. I don't think life sucks, it just has it low points. And the way things are going now it can only get better! Besides it's not a big deal I can't go out or that I don't have ICQ (which plays a bigger role ( Read more... )

The essence of the suicides consisted not of sadness or mystery but simple selfishness. The girls took into their own hands decisions better left to God. They became too powerful to live among us, too self-centered, too visionary, too blind. What lingered after them was not life, which always overcomes natural death, but the most trivial list of ( Read more... )

So considering I'm such a horrible person and I can never do anything right in my life I got myself grounded. They way I'm made out to be makes me want to kill myself. Haha my parents really think there's something drastically wrong with me, my dad keeps telling me the way I'm living my life I'll end up as nothing and with nothing. Hopefully that's ( Read more... )

Life is just not treating me well anymore. Actually it never did to begin with. Anyways I'm only writing in this because I have nowhere else to vent. I really have noone to talk to anymore and I'm just slowly losing control. I can't concentrate on school and when I'm in the house everyone tries not to notice me. It's like I don't even exist. Which ( Read more... )

I haven't wrote in this for a really long time because I think this is crap and noone wastes their time reading this but I'm bored now ( Read more... )

I am so happy to be home! I didn't think I could have lasted much longer. Florida rocked!The trip was great but it had its bad side too. I didn't think that there was a place as boring as Newfoundland but there is! PEI is so boring especially when your there by yourself with nothing to do! Anyways I don't have anything else to say except that I'm ( Read more... )

Well at 7 tomorrow morning I'm gone! Well I'm just going to say that I'm going to miss everyone and maybe if your lucky you might get a phone call! But if your really special and you have my cell number give me a call if you want!Anyways I got to get to bed and hopefully nothing too exciting will happen while I'm gone.
- Allison

Tomorrow I get to get away from this place. I really don't want go, I can see everything getting fucked up already. And like always it will get blamed on me. I hope Florida will be fun but I'm dreading PEI so much. I'm going to be bored out of my mind. Maybe I'll pick up some guy on the beach (yeah I can really see that happening)Anyways last night ( Read more... )

So it's 3:30 in the morning and I'm wide awake. It's funny for the past few nights I just can't sleep. That's ok since sleep is just a waste of time. So I figured I haven't updated this in a while.Well there isn't much to say because nothing exciting or interesting has happened in a long time. I'm going away in 4 days I really don't know why I have ( Read more... )

Hey! Nothing much happening just sitting here being confused and thinking, well dreaming really. Tonight I went mini golfing with Allan, Steve, Adele, and Bolu. Adele is my mini golf goddess! I wish I could win free games just like her! It was pretty fun! But today wasn't fun at all! Smelly ol doctor ruined everything! He scratched up my arm. ( Read more... )