I never write in this anymore, but I figured what the hell I might as well. Who even reads this shit anyway?

Today is J's birthday, and hes not here. He's almost done with bootcamp, but I feel like when he gets out it will be worse. It's been hard for me to not be able to talk to him everyday, I wrote him a letter for everyday he has been in ( Read more... )

"I'm not leaving you, i'm still here, don't worry about it."

I miss you lately more than ever, I've been missing you ( Read more... )

I can't even believe whats happened. I'm still in shock ( Read more... )