Alrighty, so it's that time - I need a little money in my pocket. Paying my share of rent for the apartment John and I live in is sort of taking a good bit of my money. I decided to get a job. It's not the greatest thing in the world. It's called "Calling Canes" and the name pretty much says it all. We call UM alumni to try and get them to donate ( Read more... )

I'm in the library at UM trying to not think about a huge exam I have in...2 hours 15 minutes. It's in my cultural anthropology class and I have no idea whether or not I'm prepared. I think I am...I hope I am. I never missed a class and I read everything we were supposed to. I have the notes; and yet, I feel as though I am not ready. I think I've ( Read more... )

So I'm applying to do a semester abroad at the University of Mannheim. It's very exciting and I'm incredibly hopeful that I am accepted into the program. However, last night when I was really thinking about going abroad for 6 months I realized that John might not be here when I get back. Or if he was, he'd only be around for a few weeks.( cut for those who are not interested in a long, rambling, anxiety motivated post )

Now that it is football season my boyfriend can't seem to watch enough of it. Fine. I just write it off as an obsession that a lot of people have. However, when I want to go to sleep, I am not really interested in indulging him. I'm selfish like that and would rather be sleeping at 11:30pm when I'm in my bed instead of listening to football ( Read more... )

I'm back! Well...I've returned to LJ because as evila_elf pointed out, I have been gone for a very, very long time ( Read more... )

Ever since I was little I've locked my heart away because I hate to be hurt. I know no one enjoys being hurt but I just can't bear it! I try so hard to make John happy because he makes me so happy! It is so hard for me but I've started to give my heart to him a little more each day and now it's hurt me! I upset him. When someone is upset with me it ( Read more... )

I'm a little frustrated with my boyfriend John at the moment. I went over tonight and at about 9:30 we went to his room to finish watching American Idol because his bed is more comfortable than his small, lumpy couch. After Idol he said he needed to brush his teeth so he went to the bathroom and I got out of bed and sat on the chair next to the bed ( Read more... )

I've been MIA for many months now and it has taken me this long to learn that my life is changing and I'm missing out on things. I'm in a place now where I can't say if things are better but I'm happier than I have been. I'm not saying I don't still have down periods, I'm just saying that while I still feel like I'm missing out, I can accept that ( Read more... )

University is taking over my life. I barely have time to sleep let alone go online and update my LJ. I worry because I'm never online anymore and I feel so bad because I haven't spoken to you guys in SO LONG ( Read more... )

My life is getting out of control and I've FINALLY found the time to sit down on the computer and check out how all of my LJ buddies are doing. *smiles at everyone* I hope that all of my American friends have a great Turkey Day and that those of you in other parts of the world have a great day ( Read more... )