today was an ok day..cept for its little fuck ups here n there but mostly ok. went to base camp 2day for skill center. It was fun. I did the high rope course with chris...it was awsome. i had fun. i wanted to do the lower one but didnt have enough time. Well 2day after school i went to the band room and colorguard was in the room so i watched and ( Read more... )

well went to steffy n ashelys party last nite. it was cool. had fun somewut. then went to beccas got on the computer for like 2 hrs then layed down and feel asleep. Woke up around 10 and becca juss brought me home. well thats bout it. nothing happened last night. nothing. but i did need a couple of drinks...maybe i would have been better. idk. i ( Read more... )

yesterday was the shyt.....becca....whoo hooo! i cant wait till the next tim we do that! iwould tell ya'll but i dont remember half the shyt i did...but i aint tell ya'llz pplz n e wayz cuz shhsss theres certain things we shouldnt speak of...lol...well ne wayz im bout to get ready to go over my aunts...make some money do god knows wut then go to ( Read more... )

im so confused...i dont know wut to do anymore...i dont know how to make n e one happy....well i mean i can make everyone happy but myself but in the proccess im hurtin someone or pplz to keep them happy? i dono.....uh! How do u tell anyone that u care bout how u feel? its juss really hard for me. i dont know how i did before but i dont know how to ( Read more... )

sry i havent updated....kinda been busy with softball n shyt. well where should i start first ( Read more... )

wow im tired. lol i sleep till like 3 then woke up watched a movie then went back to sleep lol. so yeah its offical. im leavin next thrusday. I wanna go but i dont wanna go cuz ill miss eric 2 much. yeah on that subject. hes at his dads right now lol talk to him early this morning but yeah im not gonna get to talk to him till sunday. Darn it! lol ( Read more... )

Im so syked its spring break but the only problem i have with it is that im prolly not gonna be able to see eric alot. Darn it! oh! speaking bout him yeah introduced him to my mom today....it was cool cept for the tryin to make me applesauce GAG! i hate applesauce its so nasty lol but yeah, i hope i get to see him. God i juss love this kid! lol hes ( Read more... )

softball practice...need i say more! lol im so whipped lol. Even tho the beginning was nice and calm at the end. 2 monsters and a alot of other shyt. lol my azz still hurts lol. how long! uh! lol so yeah n e wayz 2nite is the talent show and i didnt go cuz i dont have a ticket. Tear! lol oh well and 2morrow i cant go to that one neither. i wont be ( Read more... )

I took all my fustration and anger out at softball....now my bat has a couple of scratches and dints on it. oh well i need to let it out. I hope everything changes. I hope me n eric last. This better be worth it( thats to u eric if ur readin it lol love ya hun) MAn my azz hurts in like so many different places lol my friend n I was playin catch and ( Read more... )

im sick n tired of all the bullshyt me n eric is gettin cuz were goin out! Goddamnit people! If u got the balls to say shyt bout me n him behind our baks to our friends knowing there gonna tell us then come on say it to my face! i fuckin dare u! I ve been nice not to say shyt but it gets annoying after a lil while! n weve only been goin out for 4 ( Read more... )