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i need to learn how to take risks and when to let things go. it might just possibly be a really long summer.

ugh, what is all of this mission talk?????

oh yeah, so things with dave never worked out, he's with britt now...suprise suprise.

so when i made that bet with tiffani that I wouldn't go on a date for a year i had my reasons. I was sick and tired of getting hurt, I didn't want it to happen again. I was trying to protect myself. Well, now that it has been a year I find it pretty pathetic that I have shut myself off for a year. Not like there were any opportunites for anything ( Read more... )

Okay, so I am way excited. Dave T asked me out today. I was a little hesitant to say yes because one of my friends (who is known as a flirt/player) told me Friday night that she likes him...but I said yes anyway. Go figure, 3 years ago I was afraid of this guy and now I am giddy...

I am home, but the more I am here, the more I feel like I don't belong here. When will I find my nitch? I left warmth and friendship and, well to put it nicely thats not anything like what coming back here has been like. What can I do to make things feel right? In so many ways it feels like I have never been gone, or the fact that I was gone (or ( Read more... )

I leave in 3 days. I am nervous about going home for so many reasons. Right now I cant concretly say what i learned or what changed within me, but I now that something has changed and that I have learned a lot. I don't know how i am going to deal with people or deal with the situations that have changed back home that I am going to be thrusted back ( Read more... )

Seriously where did the past few months go? I feel like I have been in Thailand forever, yet I feel like I just got off the plane yesterday. I am SO ready to go home, but at the same time I feel like I could stay forever. It's such a crazy feeling ( Read more... )

Thailand rocks! if you want to hear about it email me and i'll put you on my email list. i pay for internet by the min though so i can't update all of the time. :)

have a great day!

This has been two of the toughest weeks of my life, and the worst part was that I had to go through it alone. Well, at least thats how it seemed, and sure my mom has been around like some lost puppy dog, but that doesnt count, its not the same....it might have even been part of what made it so hard. I never realized how hard it was to be alone. I ( Read more... )