so i have to tell gm whether i am in or out by monday.
i am scared.
i dont know what to do
ecconomically i am stupid not to take it
but i dont know if its right

i wish i could make sense of it all.

gosh. i messed up again. why do i always mess up a good thing when i have it?

sometimes i wonder if i am doomed.............

Things are great, which is crazy since i am all stressed about school right about now and this whole thing about my job this summer down in Indiana has everyone all crazy. (Ok, remember folks, Indiana is a lot closer than taiwan like I wanted to be this summer ( Read more... )

mad props out to everyone who was in WLC's Fiddler on the Roof. You guys rocked!!!!!

so, my evening. first we need some backgroud info for this to make sense ( Read more... )

you better bet that if you tell me that what i have to say doesnt matter then you will either be forced to hear all of it, or none of it. as for now, i am choosing none of it. so if it seems like i am ignorning anyone, well, i am. so goes life.

yep, i am definately old now. 2 whole decades on this planet. i now loose all of my excuses that i am still a teenager. sigh, oh well, i guess its bound to happen to everyone ( Read more... )

so today in comm lecture heidi and i were sitting there when our professor broke out into talking about life being fair, soap operas and bon bons. HELLO! total middle school flashback!!!! the only problem is that we couldnt remember her name (ie CH SMART computer teacher and assitant track coach) anyone remember????? thanks

is it weird that i am dating a guy that has the same name as my dog? ok, yeah, sure. but trust me, dont make fun he is WAY awesome. now if only port hope werent so far away i'd be all set... january 3rd isnt that far off....

so its like almost 5 am. quincy just left. nothing happened, we just kinda cuddled on the couch and tried to chear up sarah, though i think the fact that we were cuddling wasnt helping the situation. how did i get into this situation. i thought he was going to try to kiss me. he didn't, thats fine. i have to be back in AA on the 27th for band. he ( Read more... )