are sexually insecure ( Read more... )

So i have been trying to work shit out with brian, and it isint working. I love him more then anything and would like nothing more then to be with him always, but im done. I have put everything into this once again,and gotten the same results. Lies ( Read more... )

The guy i loved doesnt want me anymore ( Read more... )

All of a sudden this unsettling feeling comes over me, and the discomfort in stability begins to arise.

So far today is quite the mix of emotions, i found out my sister has decided to go back to bolivia and take the babies as well, this makes me extremely sad in a way, cause i love her and the kids and i am gonna miss her so much, she is one of my best friends and the only person i can go out with and talk shit in spanish about all the fucking ( Read more... )

I wanted to see boats, so you took me to the sea ( Read more... )

Things have settled down a bit since i last wrote in this, moms out of jail...for now, work is still a little hectic but not as bad, im getting the hang of things. I have been spending a lot of time alone lately, i mean im used to not hanging with my friends much, but i havent seen much of brian either. Its not that im over it or i dont love him, ( Read more... )

So today has been LONG and is getting slower by the second, my mom got arrested yesterday, 2 felonies, FORGE NARCOTIC PRESCRI, and FORGED PRESCRIPTION. Its $20,000 bail and i dont have that kind of money, neither does anyone else she knows. When i think about her problem with pills i just get frustrated, cause there isnt much i can do, she wont ( Read more... )