NEW JOURNAL.
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hey so technically it is the last day of 2005 well yea cause its 2am i don't feel like sleeping thats stupid though i have work at 10 i won't be able to wake up blatt. but that also makes this the last journal entry and nobody cares but i don't care bc i don't care if nobody reads this because i need it for my own head n i should prob write this ( Read more... )

i think this is a 2005 thing:
2005 was a huge year for me, i won't lie. huge.
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i love ya christmas break<3 cause i get to do whatever i want and see whoever i want whenever i want its so good AND i get to sLEEEP<3 wooohooooooooohohoh. uhh monday was sweet bc i had work and then lj called me and we went to the mallLLL and took some sick pics there & then we called up kerrrrY and she came and also malora jill joey frankie and ( Read more... )

hehehey. christmas night is always the weirdest feeling like what the hell where has the year gone? its almost new years and i can't belieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeve how fast and good and crazy and unexpected this year was. its especially crazy right now because it still doesn't even feel like christmas. i don't think it will again til i go away to college ( Read more... )

things on my mind ( Read more... )

i'm feelin really insecure lately, physically.
i want to stop but you can't just stop, ya know?
i really hate a lot of things, i want them to go away ( Read more... )

i'm in a bad mood now cause i'm dumb @ physics but before i was in the best mood causeeeeee

i went to maloras and we wrapped christmas presents<3 ( Read more... )

i'm in keyboaring ( Read more... )

last night i went over malolas and jilly and sean were there and sean and me got micky d's and brought it back we broke the law a couple times it was crazy and then john & kevin came over we all played the infamous date fuck kill greatest game ever and i slept there. we were gonna party it up ya know but nobody felt like it so that was a no go but ( Read more... )