I haven't been doing well lately. But I think I am ready now. I am going to start putting my life back together. Marie helped me understand what's wrong, and I think I will be taking some of the advice I've been getting. It still might take me some time to get back into being online. I've decided to be a stronger person. One can't always play ( Read more... )

I just finished another really good book. The four other ones I read this week weren't as good, but The Killing Dance made all the character info I got in the first five books feel like foreplay. Sometimes Hamilton's writing can be awfully repetitive, but she can really write some hot scenes. I even broke out in nervous fitful laughing at one ( Read more... )

I finished another excellent book tonight. I even cooked myself a meal. I've been reading too much again. I'll even admit that I had started skipping meals to have more time to read. I think the malnutrition might be setting in. These last few days my hair seems to be falling out more than usual. Quite naturally I fear baldness almost as ( Read more... )

I've been doing a bit of sewing this evening. It makes me feel like I live in a different time period. I think it is fitting to be sewing my own renaissance style gown. I wonder if I will actually be able to make any fantasy friends at the faire, or if I will just keep being lonely ( Read more... )

We redid the living room today. I can't believe we fit a sofa, two chairs, and a lamp into a Kia rio. I mean the seat doesn't even fold down! I had to climb in through the passenger side window, and then squish myself into a very small triangle of space. Every time we went over a bump I hit my head on the sofa. What fun. The room looks much ( Read more... )

Arian is currently having a psychotic episode. Perhaps when he stops talking to himself in the other room I will ask him about it ( Read more... )

Here is another piece from my collection of cheesy fantasy art. Oh and if you are under 18 don't look at it because there is a nipple. I am putting it behind this page, as to not offend anyone. So I am curious as to whether anyone thinks it looks like I have wings?

I was just writing out my little sisters birthday card. I decided to make up a new story like the ones I used to tell her when she was younger (we are 10 years apart). I've always found them quite humorous, and I thought I might share this latest one ( Read more... )

I have to do five digital pieces or finish my largest illustration piece before I am allowed to read another series of books. I made some good progress tonight ( Read more... )

I am very very angry today. I hate just about everyone, and feel like smashing everything around me. This reminds me of when I had the fit at JCPenney, or the awful temper tantrum on the floor of me and Fred's home in biddeford. What the hell is wrong? What am I denying that now fills me with such seething hatred?