Ever have a dream with someone in it that you don't think you have ever met or seen before? I have those dreams a lot. Most of the time, there is no one I know in my dream and if there is, I usually feel pretty anxious or angry. A lot of times the people in my dreams, if I know them, they abandon me. I end up lost from them in some way. Or there is ( Read more... )

So I have been wanting to write for a couple of days but there is just so much I have been wanting to say and I am so tired that it's hard to pinpoint any one thing and get out whatever I need to get out about it ( Read more... )

So, I told myself that every time I started getting pissed off, every time that hot stone of rage started forming in my center, I would log in here and start writing. I actually had the urge to write more than once yesterday because there is always something to piss me off. Or should I just say someone? So here I am again, trying to make that ( Read more... )

Looking back on things through out the years I think one event in particular is... well I want to say funny for lack being able to think of a more suitable term but it's not really anything that could be considered funny. Anyway, I'm rambling, this event happened in 2004, the day we were bringing Thadeus home from the hospital and I should have ( Read more... )

Truly, there is no end to my frustration. To summarize I could just say that I am frustrated with life in general. When I try to think of a way to convey what I am feeling and what has me angry at the moment, I never can because there is just so much crap that sets me off on a day-to-day basis, I can't really pinpoint any one thing when I sit down ( Read more... )

I haven't really done a real post on here in many years. I entertained the idea of starting to post again back in 2008, but I never actually returned. Recently I realized that I really don't have anyone to talk to. No one wants to hear it anymore so I bottle a lot of stuff up and keep it all to myself. I know that isn't healthy and I've thought ( Read more... )

o_o I am about to make my triumphant (?) return to LJ. :/ Myspace is kinda' depressing me, I don't know why. I've been posting all my blogs there because upkeeping the two things is just... way more than I want to do. roflmao... so yeah. I haven't completely decided yet if I am going to or not... but chances are highly likely that I am going to ( Read more... )

I really hate it when I have good thoughts before I get online and then when I finally get on, I don't really have anything to say. I even try to remember what I wanted to talk about, but it just totally escapes me. I wish I could remember what I was going to say!

( Here's some stuff stolen from other people's LJs! )

It's funny when your most feared thing is to be forgotten, then you realize it has been done and without really realizing it, you have slipped out of memory.

Alright, so here is that list of stuff I have been meaning to put up. >> I haven't worked out any prices and for most of the items, they are negotiable. Anyway, here's all the crap I am trying to get rid of. xD

VHS Anime (All VHS English Dubbed)

A.D. Police Bad Blood
Burn-Up W File 1: Skin Dive
Burn-Up W File 2: Search for the Virtual IdolCyborg ( Read more... )