It's a really difficult thing wanting to be social but not liking people. I realized a while back that I fit in a unique category of person and I am not sure how to find people of that same category. I am too weird to be normal and too normal to be weird. I am too sophisticated to be a dullard and too much of a dullard to be truly sophisticated. I ( Read more... )

So let's see... my last update was over a month ago ( Read more... )

Recently I have found myself not wanting to verbalize things. Like things that just aggravate me so much I just find myself exasperated even thinking about saying anything about them out loud or just because I am not sure how to even put my frustrations into words. Sometimes it's because the thing in question just frustrates me so much I just don't ( Read more... )

So... just a brief update. I had to take the kids to the dentist today because Thad's filling fell out and Lu had an adult tooth growing in behind his baby tooth. The tooth that the filling fell out of was a baby tooth so the dentist just pulled it and its partner on the other side of his mouth and he pulled out Lu's baby tooth that was in front of ( Read more... )

So... my brother-in-law pisses me off to no end. Let's start with the basics. He's 37-years-old and still lives with his parents. He whines on Facebook about how he has such financial strain when he spends all of his money on toys and other junk. He thinks he's some brilliant superhuman and looks down on EVERYONE around him ( Read more... )

I don't like posting a whole bunch of little entries, I like to save it all for one big post. The problem with that is that I end up forgetting most of what I want to post so instead of posting a bunch of little posts because I post whenever I think of something, I end up posting a short entry and not very often ( Read more... )

I started this Live Journal years ago... mainly because at the time it was the thing to do. This was probably pre Myspace, Facebook... etc. Definitely pre Twitter (something that I don't even use). Like any social media of the time, I was urged to use it by my friends, to keep up with them and everything and since new social media is around, LJ has ( Read more... )

Wow... so I haven't accessed LJ since around this time last year. Where to begin ( Read more... )

It's exhausting always being prepared for battle. Always anticipating the next fight. Worrying over what the next thing to set someone off will be and when I will have to jump on the defensive because I am never the one to initiate an argument ( Read more... )

Hello again. So, things have been out of control but I didn't feel the need to write about it. Now I do because I am feeling so anxious. My throat feels tight and my chest hurts and feels heavy. There is something that has been weighing on me for a long time now and I didn't want to say anything because it's just so... weird. I haven't told many ( Read more... )