I have this weird thing about avoiding people and priorities.

Yesterday was my band's "last performance" at a club called 1920's. So, of course we celebrate...everyone in the band was pretty drunk by the end of the show. It was a great time.

After the show, me and some friends go play pool...and of course they want to go eat -so I break down and order chicken nuggets and fries. I share my fries with a guy, ( Read more... )

Yesterday was "interesting." I was doing great yesterday, diet-wise. I started calling people and inviting people to my upcoming show...I invited my dearest friend Kel; last year he was my BESTEST friend, we had a falling out last summer when we had sex (a couple of times,) while he had a love interest in South America. Instead of trying to work it ( Read more... )

Today I slept all during the day. I really don't think it's cause I'm lazy, it's just that my body is so accustomed now to sleeping during the day -I can't sleep at night. I wanted to go job hunting today but I doubt it will look professional if I go into stores an hour before they close asking if they are hiring ( Read more... )

Recording was AWESOME. The band brought in several new musicians into the group, a percussionist and an accordian/vibes player. We only managed to record 3 songs today...one of them though, featured me. I wasn't too sure, while recording, if it was any good but, once we all sat down in the studio room and listened to the play back the entire band ( Read more... )

Just woke up. It's fucking hot in my room. blaw. Anyway just confirmed with Chad (band leader) and we are definetly recording today...should be fun.

I need to call Bugalu members to tell them rehearsal is cancelled...crap.

Monday begins my "Brandon Diet." I have one friend named Brandon, and my most sucessful diet occurred while I had a HUGE crush on him. I ate right, exercised, and had a positive self-image. It lasted for only a short time, but I think I can make it resurface. I'm physically, and mentally, preparing myself for seeing a guy I tried to get with in ( Read more... )

I've seen three movies this weekend: Punisher, Kill Bill, and Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. Hero after Hero after Romantic hero.

I came to a weird conclusion due to watching these movies and doing the things I did this weekend: I want to be a hero. a Super hero.

Let me explain. When I was a little girl I had the greatest imagination. I was ( Read more... )