Ow ow. My feet hurt. I like most every part of my uniform for work, but the shoes...leave a lot to be desired. I know that most of us in our country are short, but wouldn't it be better just to accept that as one of the things we can't change? I don't know how some of the women walk. I see them on the trains in heels higher than mine, with pointy ( Read more... )

I can't remember that word in French that means something is happening to you again, or at least it feels like it, but...that is how I'm feeling. The third years are going to be graduating...except this time they won't just be moving to another part of Seikai. Some will, some will go to the university division, but most of them will be gone. They' ( Read more... )

I had a wonderful weekend. I don't think I have ever felt more like a princess. (Me--clumsy, insignificant, forgettable me--a princess? I didn't think it was possible, but Senpai...Akaya-senpai...he really knows what I should wear ( Read more... )

I really like the zoo. The pandas are just beautiful. I...was sort of scared of the lizard house, though. I wonder why Yukimura-senpai looked so pale when we went in there?

We're going shopping for clothes for the masquerade. I'm glad senpai is going, because I don't know if I trust myself to pick out the right thing.

I'm so tired of summer homework. I'm not sure I am understanding and retaining any of it now. English especially is confusing me. I'm trying to read this book we were assigned, but I keep having to go to my dictionary. T-T

At least that horrible "test" I had to take last week came back normal.

I wish there was a way to un-experience something. T-T

I had to go to the doctor this afternoon, the one for...girl parts. I thought I was going to die. Thinking about it makes me want to die ( Read more... )

....I'm cheering for Serena Williams, but I am proudest of Sugiyama Ai. She has the most consecutive appearances in a major by a man or a woman at 57.

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There are a lot of birthdays around now. Oishi-senpai, Yamato-senpai....happy birthday! You're both so old!I can't believe I'm a first year in high school and I have been for a month. Ah...it just feels weird, though I'm very happy with not being a third year any more. I don't feel right being a senpai to anyone, I don't know that much or have any ( Read more... )

Movie night...was loud. I didn't think it was possible to be so loud. But...Senpai...ah, Akaya-senpai (he made me promise to try to call him by name, but I can't completely, it's too embarrassing) was in a really good mood. He invited me over to see the babies.

Thank you for hosting such a nice party, Arai-senpai.

...at least I'm not alone? This is still so embarrassing, I just want to go home to die....