Last night ( Read more... )

I've hardly been outside my room in days ( Read more... )

I can not even believe myself. I am a screw up and an idiot as well as a bitch.

Of course when I find something really good, I mean really good, I fuck it up.

Of course I subconciously want to fuck it up because I don't believe I deserve it.

I am so ridiculous.

I got three hours of sleep last night and I took the wrong fucking SATII test.

Life and I are not on good terms right now.

I'm drowning.

To: My best friend and my other half.

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There's that fallen heart feelings that you rushed right through the moments where you should've been paying attention.

P.S. How can you stand in front of me and promise that you are going to call the next day so that we can have this very crucial talk, and then call me randomly a month later? With absolutely no call in between, or an explanation? ( Read more... )

I am still in shock, and I still have no idea how to handle this. I just switch from being completely numb to an absolute mess. It was so weird/horrible being at school today. It is so depressing watching all of her best friends trying to just get through the day. It was so quiet. This is all too surreal. It doesn't seem possible. How could such a ( Read more... )

Where do you go with your broken heart in tow ( Read more... )

It wasn't supposed to be like this.

I wasn't supposed to be like this.