I'm lost. I know where I am, but I'm still lost.

It's two years later, and I still find myself crying over you.

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Stranger than your sympathy, this is my apology. I'm killing myself from the inside out, and all my fears have pushed you out. I wished for things that I don't need. And what I chase won't set me free. And I get scared, but I'm not crawling on my knees. Oh yeah, everything's all wrong, yeah. Everything's all wrong. Where the hell did I think I was?
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I am bored and stressed and sad and a lot of other things.

So I'm going to post pictures.

Homecoming was a while ago. Here are some pictures:

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Love doesn't hurt so I know I'm not falling in love

I'm just falling to pieces.

I can't believe it.

I'm back to running on empty.

I had monkfish liver tonight. I do not recommend it.

Dave just left my house and he's leaving for school in San Francisco at 4 in the morning.

I am sad.

Things have gotten so much better. It's amazing.

I just got back from Martha's Vineyard, which was reeeeally fun.

I was supposed to go to the zoo today, and on our way there our tire blew up, so that sucked. Luckily the tickets don't expire until January 31, 2007.

Our flat tire

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