Hey everyone... i suck because I havent updated my journal in forever. Keith is right next to me and thats funny cause i am not suppose to be doing this at school ( Read more... )

well um i havent updated in a while... I dont really know know many people who have LJ, i use my xanga all the time though... its easier... anyways um yah this summer has been pretty awesome... I liek have been working and buying hellla clothes and boy am I HOTT! What else... hmm I love Jesus again :)! I have decided to swear off boys for they are ( Read more... )

Daddy's Little Princess ( Read more... )

I fel change coming, i can almost smell it... no really it quite odd I feel change coming within friends and old relationships rebuilding. Its kinda odd I think this year I have gone through so much already and am an almost completely different person ( Read more... )

OK like im in an insane mood, and for some reason i am also horney as hell! Its crazy i dont know why but man am I! o god im such a freak, but like sometimes i think guys are so dumb really. Like whatever darrick really wasnt pressuring me to much, liek i still felt pressure but like it was more in my head. But really its like if he would have just ( Read more... )

Ok, well like i have been being very reflective today on my whole relationship deal like really thinking about it all day and i have coem to a few realizations, one, i want a relationship badly and i think that i am ready for one. And i want someone to care about and to love and to be loved back. it just sucks and it makes me feel more alone than ( Read more... )

Yah well like no one post anymore... anyways but im gonna just caus ei need to vent a little. I have been finding some stuff out about myself that i dont really like lately... yah its kinda sad cause i ve realized how dumb and annoying people think i am and it pretty much hurts, and its not like i want to change mself for those people, its just ( Read more... )

Well all in all today was pretty ok, me and darrick reconciled, bu ti was still a little hurt by some of the stuff, but now ive been so layed back about everything it is crazy ( Read more... )

ok liek i thought this whole thing with me and darrick was all cool, we broke up, i was alot happier and h was too. Well apparently he decided to have to be the tough dick head and talk hella shit on me today or whatever, and thts cool but i am just so irked that he has to be two faced HE is the one who said he was going to try to make things work ( Read more... )

Ok, well today was pretty awesome, great way to end out spring break, I went to bed sure i was gonna break up with Darrick today, then when i woke up and he called (yah he called me back!) My mind started to chnange a bit, but i till was gonna talk to him, but i wanted to do it in person, well then he basiclly ditched the plans that we had and ( Read more... )