hey all.

my new website is up. since i don't ever use this to actually blog, you can keep up to date on things in minnesota on my blog. so anyway, here's the link. bookmark it ;)

http://www.blondeambition.org/

i can't believe it is 2007. where has this year gone? i have changed so much in the course of one year; it's insane.

i want to do what rita is going to do. i want to write the story of what has happened since summer. i just don't know if i can. i think it would be too hard... not to mention finding the time to do it. but i think it would be most ( Read more... )

there are many things that i would like to say to you but i don't know how...

i'm so frustrated with best buy right now. i'm not really sure why i put up with it. no matter how hard you try, no matter what you do, it's never good enough. and if you dont play favorites you dont get anywhere! excuse me for not being a kiss ass.... GAHHHHH

in other news, i'm moving today. hooray.

I Don't Want To Care ( Read more... )

i got my macbook pro today.... and i'm lovin' it!!! =)

i'm still really good at making things worse than they should be. i cant believe how far this has gone... and i feel like such a hypocrite. not only a hypocrite, but a damn horrible person!! i mean, if the roles were reversed..... i would hate myself for being that person. i do hate myself for being that person. but then why cant i stop? why can't ( Read more... )

i just wanted to let everyone know, that i am slowly screwing myself over and this is only going to end up biting me in the ass. very hard. and yet again, i will pay for the mistakes i am making - but i don't know how to stop now that i've started....

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Snow Patrol
"You Could be Happy"

You could be happy and I won't know
But you weren't happy the day I watched you go
And all the things that I wish I had not said
Are played in loops til it's madness in my head

Is it too late to remind you how we were
Not our last days of silent screaming blur
Most of what I remember makes me sure
I should've stopped ( Read more... )