According to the scale yesterday, I have lost four pounds. I think maybe some was water weight and some toxins that have been flushed out with the mass increase in the amount of water I've been drinking. Ate about 500 yesterday, burned off about 600. Maybe I'm really truely just losing. So far today had my nonfat caramel macchiato from Starbucks. ( Read more... )

There's beauty in the breakdown, so let's begin ( Read more... )

Been feeling a whole lot of I dont care lately, in regards to this. Weighed myself the other day, dressed. Saw the number and went eh. The number should have made me freak out, and it didn't. Yet, I'm increadibly depressed that another year has gone by and I haven't shrunk myself to where I want to be. Next year, I will be in the 120s by my ( Read more... )

Refuse to look at a scale. I know it won't be good news, I've eaten like crap for the past few days. Even if it's only one meal, it's still been crap. And I feel very PMS-y so when a few pounds will be bloat, there's no point in upsetting myself. Last week I was 139. Which is horrendous, it's like I've completely given up (which compared to about 6 ( Read more... )

When I'm dead, I'll rest, I'll rest ( Read more... )

Workout powered by Rockstar. And Zantrex. Yay.

Ran uphill on treadmill for 30 min. Walked around the mall. Kinda feeling shaky now, probablly too much caffiene or whatever. That's pretty much it, haven't looked at a scale in a while, I haven't seen any changes so why depress myself further?

This weekend was not good. Tried to get a fresh start today and just couldn't find the motivation to go to the gym. Went to my mom's instead to play with my sister's new kitten instead. I'm kinda failing, but I'm just so...tired.

Gym this morning. It felt good, it's been so long. R is back at work, it's his second day back today. I've been dropping him off, as much as I hate not being able to sleep in, it feels good to get up, run errands and be done at the gym by 11. My stomach is a mess. I made myself really notice after my shower, in hopes of being able to spot even the ( Read more... )

Hey everyone. Sorry I've been gone for the past few months- my husband was in a pretty serious car accident and I've really been focused on helping him heal and manage his injuries ( Read more... )

It's so lonely here, in this community. I feel like no one ever comments, and we're all strangers. It's sad ( Read more... )