Turns out I am a tree. Love the tree. I am ALL tree. I am all tree inside me. I am all tree.

Sometimes I feel incredebly disconnected, uncomfortable in my own skin. Like I don't belong in this world, like I was born at the wrong time. I don't want my daughter to feel disconnected.

Its strange to think that in less than a month and a half Paul and I are going to be happy parents of a baby girl, thats not that far away. I am excited and nervous at the same time, is that possible? I am scared some days to have a person relying on me 100%, but I am excited to be someones mommy. Finally, I am ready to not be pregnant anymore! I ( Read more... )

So school has kept me pretty busy the past couple of weeks, I had finals and did exceptionally well, spring break at my parents' house (nothing too dramatic, pretty much just relaxing) and school starting again. I have baking, pastry, and math classes this quarter, they're pretty laid back and are a lot of fun (new info and new techniques ( Read more... )

Finals are almost over, then SPRING BREAK!

So we have 2 large master bedrooms and two full bathrooms. We have a huge gormet kitchen, mine of course, complete with a dishwasher, garbage disposal, a full size gas stove and oven. Gray tile (not lenolium) an island in the middle and an open buffet service counter into the diningroom. I HAVE MY OWN LAUNDRY ROOM, (those of us that have lived ( Read more... )

Paul and I are moving to Issaquah! I am excited, it is so nice there. Its a small city and home-y but not too far from the big city/school. 16 miles from Seattle, and 12 miles from Northbend (where his new job is). We found a two bedroom two bathroom house with a pool and a little yard about a mile 1/2 up in the hills from an elementary school ( Read more... )

This world is changing before my eyes and I can barely keep up ( Read more... )

THE SEAHAWKS WON! THE SEAHAWKS WON! 34 TO 14 AGAINST CAROLINA!!!! THE SEAHAWKS WON! THE SEAHAWKS WON! WE ARE GOING TO THE SUPER BOWL, DID I MENTION THAT THE SEAHAWKS WON, OH, AND WE ARE GOINING TO THE SUPER BOWL!!!! SUPER BOWL 40! SEATTLE AND PITTSBERG!

Well, for right now my airforce career is now being put on hold. Yep, I am going back to school for now and I'm actually not sure that I will go into the airforce after all, but we'll see ( Read more... )

So I learned how to filet fish, and it was gross at first, but then i got past the fact that it was a dead fish, and it was actually kind of fun. I cut my finger really bad though, pretty deep, it would need stiches but the skin didn't detach so it bled a ton and I used a bandaid to keep it in place... GROSS! I've also cut a whole chicken, and a ( Read more... )