Here goes, day 1 so far water and raspberry leaf tea...

I dont think I can go cold turkey though, so I got some soy nuts, they are low calories, and SUPER dry so you cant eat very many before you cant eat anymore!

Good luck to me!

No binging for a WEEK!!! Not only that but I found that after removing the foods that trigger a binge for me from our house it is easier for me to control myself when I feel like binging. The other day I was so stressed and wanted to binge, after looking thru our cubbards 4 or 5 times I just gave up and drank a glass of tea. I have actually lost ( Read more... )

So last night while I was at home bingeing/purging away I get a phone call saying my husband was being taken to the hospital, he collapsed and turns out he had a mild heart attack at work. I dropped the phone and started crying my eyes out, realizing he's the healthy one, and I should be the one having a heart attack, or an ulcer or whatever, but ( Read more... )

So, I wanted to ask you all if there are mainly students on here... high school, college? I am asking this because as I read through everyones posts I feel more and more that I cannot relate to anyone. Sure, I'm almost 20, but I have a husband and a baby girl, which let me tell you makes every aspect of this ED even harder!

So, I wanted to ask you all if there are mainly students on here... high school, college? I am asking this because as I read through everyones posts I feel more and more that I cannot relate to anyone. Sure, I'm almost 20, but I have a husband and a baby girl, which let me tell you makes every aspect of this ED even harder!

I was good today and had it in my mind that i was NOT going to purge ( Read more... )

Why, why, why do I feel this way? I hate that I hate myself. I hate that I am so used to being unhappy I feel trapped like I cant escape my unhappiness to be happy ( Read more... )

Today I was doing extremely well until my husband left for work at 4pm. I had a cup of coffee and a bran muffin. Then after he left ( Read more... )

I am having a hard time today, all I ate was a pickle and some coffee with raw sugar, the coffee helps to curb my appitite. I am frusterated it has taken me almost 2 weeks to loose 5 pounds, I WANT IT TO JUST FALL OFF ( Read more... )

My stomach is the one thing I feel I have control over, or maybe I have hoped my stomach is something I could get control over. I see how my stomach has come to occupy my attention. I have bought into the idea that if my stomach were flat, then I would be good and I would be safe. I would be protected. I would be admired, accepted, important, ( Read more... )