I am feeling so sick...cold, stomach, everything. I'm so bloated and gross feeling. I'm really hoping that after whatever I have is over, I've lost because I feel like I've done nothing but run to the bathroom today. Everything has made me sick. I just want to get home and crawl into my bed and sleep for a bazillion hours

Tommorw is a new week
Tomorrow is a new week
Tomorrow is a new week

I will not fail
I will not fail
I will NOT FAIL

No progress whatsoever. This is crazy. Well, not really because I've been too lazy to really change anything. I've been eating meatless buffalo chicken wraps and drinking more water. I need to cut out carbs and soda. Those are my two biggest issues- too much soda and too many carbs.

Down 4 lbs. Should be happier but I'm not. I should be way less.

Safe foods:
Saladworks chicken ceasar salad or wrap
Apple slices w peanut butter
Kind bars or other granola bars
Water
Diet soda
Coffee (black)
Liquor
Soups

950 net calories a day
If I eat, it will be as late as possible in the day

I will start going to the gym again at least 3x a week
I will keep up with butt and ab exercises.

It's winter. Time to hide under ( Read more... )

My fat ass really needs to stop eating.

I'm getting so fucking fat and I can't stop eating. I've gotten so lazy. I keep telling myself I'm gonna keep up with this workout or that workout and it doesn't happen. I have a run tomorrow and I'm dreading it because last year I medaled in this one and I'm just gonna embarrass myself. I need to get my ass in gear. Winter is coming, I can hide ( Read more... )

127.something.

1572 in
598 out
974 total

Phone didn't count all my steps bc I didn't have it on me all day. Also started a booty workout which must burn something  (yes I've decided go try to get a booty, no more white girl butt).

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I cannot wait to move the fuck out of here. My sister's boyfriend is such a pain in the ass to live with. He doesn't follow any of the set rules for the house and is never sober and his stupid kids are here half the time. I've been waiting for the bathroom for almost an hour bc I have to pee because he's been in the shower even though we are ( Read more... )

So afraid to go home and see the scale tomorrow. We've walked a lot, on the boardwalk and around town but I've also eaten more and drank more than normal. My stomach feels gross, like I need to use laxatives. I think I look bloated and disgusting. The rest of my days off are going to be spent trying to fix this. Maybe when I go back to work, I'll ( Read more... )