a year and a day later i get back on this thing.. and well.. cant say much has changed.. i mean look at me know.. i know what im typin about.. but do you?.. same ol same ol stuff.. will it ever end?.. no one knows.. well yeah only one person does.. and thats GOD.. man how he's been there for me.. its one of his promises.. that he will never leave ( Read more... )

and work from there..

things are starting to look good for me agian..all i need is one more thing and my world is complete agian...

DEFTONES HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!

i really need to get my things together...
No joke either...

I lost my education.....i lost my job..........I lost my friends.......I lost _ too...........I'm alone..

im dreading to think what may be next...

Lord....

Help me...

so today i find out that someone close to me has been lyin to me..and for awhile too... why cant u just tell me!!!...it hurts cuz when u find out another way instead of bein told its more fucked up...it hurts alot more...i dont remember what is it that i did for me not to be told the truth!!..i tell u how it is...why cant u tell me..and for so long ( Read more... )

i've been playing ball these past couple of days and well it feels really good.. havent played in a long time and alot of things come back to me..good and bad..but then all is forgotten..ah!!...im out...peace!

lol...so my hood of the car is messed up..meanin it wont open..so me and my pops try to open it today..we pulled and smashed things and unscrew bolts and stuff like that until it opened...but we kinda me dented the damn thing so it wont close all the way.. plus the hood has two layers of metal...so we went to the dollar store to buy some hooks so ( Read more... )

i hung out with my boy rick today...dude just calls outta no where and comes by..he was good company...went for a cruise and he told me about his girl problems..he just needed someone to talk to so he just came by...it was like 30 minutes of realy girl talk and then it was about the old days..so we got hungry and came back to my house..chilled for ( Read more... )

not enough to get anything on me..the cops said it themselves..this is all like a bad dream!!...waste of my time and a waste of thiers...dude im relaly really pissed right now...well i hit ya'll niggas up later...peace..