lets just say
i'll pull it as simple as possible.
i give up.
dont ask why.
i just cant be bothered anymore.
i am tired of trying.

so goodbye.

ps. i dont like empty promises, false hopes, and bull shit/ for the sake of it conversations

i'm stepping out of the race for a while
trying to find my state of mind
i'm going no where
i have no direction
someone please guide me
i wanna do this on my own
but i cant
i need him by my side
he's been long time gone
i don't love him
i just miss him

fuck the feeling i have right now. i'm just some confused kid. dont expect too much out of me ( Read more... )

okay so i havent updated for damn long over here. but blogger is fucked up. or maybe its just my internet explorer. shit man. yesterday i had real great fun after a very long time. it was ryan's bday. dinner at billy bomber's at bugis den we headed down to slack at the beach. we were all cranky. but we had a great time! well that is for me lah ( Read more... )

thanks to all who made yesterday possible...thanks to all the wonderful presents it was really great ( Read more... )

i dont know why i am feeling like this
it hurts me so much just to see him in THE state
if only he knew how much i cared for him
things wouldn't be so difficult for me

well i have been busy t hese past few days doing up my room ( Read more... )

oh my oh my
havent updated for like a damn damn damn long time
i dunno why but i'm very tired now but at the same time in a very jumpy happy mood
haha
cousin is staying over todae... might be going cycling later..
finally manage to get a job
starting tomorrow... haha okae
gtg now

ALL KCIANS!!! EOY IS IN 37 DAYS!!! WAKEY WAKEY

A boy to call my own ( Read more... )

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