i got this fear
fear
fear
my heart beats faster everytime i think about it  
i don't wanna be left alone
crying
please make me feel better
you make me feel better

just as michael dropped me off i said to him,
"it woud be just my luck if i forgot my wallet in the first day!"

true enough there i was digging coins out of his wallet. he made me ONE ham and mustard pickle sandwich which lasted for breakfast and lunch. by my next lecture i was having hunger pangs and a splitting headache. 
rushed home.
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it sucks to know that work is a 3 minute drive away
which means
it's a 30 minute walk for me

I know I have not updated in here for eons but when I have been sitting her for the past 5 hours trying to start an essay, I’d search for all sorts of other things to do like make coffee (knowing that I will finish it in like 15 minutes and find every reason to make another to perk me up) and walk to and fro to the fridge to pick on grapes. ( Read more... )

i miss all of you...

you know who you are.

i want to see all of you soooooon