Well hello there....Havent written a journal in some time. Im not sure why Im doing another one now but whatev...Its a Thursday night and im home alone again...bored... lonely...wide awake...wishing i was in NY like i should be. To let everyone kno...Im still with Kevin...Things are so much better now. I see him every weekend and last Thursday i ( Read more... )

I dont know whats wrong with me right now. I KNOW that I love Kevin and want to be with him always and yea... i can say that...i want to be with him always. But this journal isnt about Kevin...OMG right? haha...Well there is this "guy" lol....I wont say names and how I know him but lets just call him, him lol. I really think of him as a great ( Read more... )

so i wake up yesterday mornin to this odd msg. from some1 i dont kno. well his name is Matt and hes from MA and hes really kool. Me and ellen were doin our normal drivin around thing and we hooked up with matt in MA....we drove around from like 230 till like 7 haha....fun times....ellen thought she could hook me and matt up but of course matt didnt ( Read more... )

Just an update cuz i wanted every1 in my life to know wat was up lol.....actually i was bored and there was nothing to do haha. Today i hung out with crystal and mike..it was funny...laughed a lot. it kinda made me sad tho cuz it made me see what i didnt have. i want what they have.... to be able to cuddle and play and be so happy like that... ( Read more... )

Ok...just be warned...this journal is pretty much all about Kevin haha. SO yesterday Kevin and I had plans to meet up and spend the night together. My mom knew that I was going to see him and she was fine with that but it was icy rain all day yesterday and it was gonna get really bad out so she didnt want me driving all the way to CT to see him ( Read more... )

Wrote mom a letter last night saying how i felt. I talked to Kevin and everything is good... I still get my card and I get him :-D...Everything is good and mom is commin around....So Happy...My lips hurt tho lol ;)

Ya so im really not gonna drag it out. Met Kevin last night and it was soooo great. He got roses...white and red and the cutest card!!!! OMG he is so great. SO ya...it was great till mom called and i had to go home. I wasnt gonna but He said i should so i did. I was gonna come back today as soon as mom left for work at 7 this mornin. I woke up and ( Read more... )

Happy Valentines Day! Again, im alone and i dont have a date for Valentines Day lol. Oh Well ( Read more... )

Well, I FINALLY did it...I called Kevin! I called him Friday night and i was a little nervous but i did it anyway. He sounds soooooo cute OMG! We only talked about an hour that night BUT last night....in the end it was about 3 and a half hours... :-D. I went to bed sooo happy both nights. He is so great. I really cant wait to see him anymore. I ( Read more... )

Im only writing this cuz im really bored. Im sitting here watching Alex play his Guitar. I cant hear him though which kinda sucks cuz i loved hearing him play last night...more like this morning lol. We were chattin till 530 lol. He plays really well. Alex is also in a band...the music is good...i heard 3 songs. He nice to talk to...PLUS...hes a ( Read more... )