hey everyone I am alive still working at d&d modeling and staying alive

yes for all those who dont already no i am alive and moving out of oxford this week if everything goes according to plan but for no that is all have fun with ur lives

my life is starting to turing around in the direction i like it i have a plan that im putting into motion and yet emtpiness is a solitude... my writings have changed into nothing over the past year and i regret it i need to move

im planning on doing something i havent done in a while going to gotham lol i need a night to think yet again anyways ill shut up now

that im supose to do something that my mind is telling me different? how can one handle anything when ur body isnt in it?im shutting up i just want to no one thing i need to no one thing and i think i no it even though i cant ask

is not doing so well again i hear from my grandma and in a fucked up way i care but i dont he broke one hip cus the hopistpal gave him to much pain killer the 1st time he went and then when he was trying to walk again he broke the other. now i have no idea what is going on and lets just say lastnight was an eye opener after i left the house. ( Read more... )

you know how fucking funny people r well i do and i will just let u think about that for ohh say EVER i hate my fucking life i hate the fact that when i need to talk to someone their not there and guess what im not really all that fucking surpised im use to people breaking their promises espically lately. im giving up on everything once again and ( Read more... )

so i have to find a place in less than like 2 months for me and Mike but heres the problems not enough $ we're saving and trying to find a nice place somewhere that is less than like 700 bucks. We just had our 9 months annerversary (spelled that wrg). And we're working to hard lol

Philosophy has opened my eyes to the extent of nothign or noone is real that nothing is as it seems or that my life is not really real nothing is anymore everything has dissapeared out in tot the fucking open oh and Rob if your fucking reading this go to fucking hell i dont need your fucking shit trying to break me and mike up fuck u what the fuck ( Read more... )

i feel like shit once again i hate being myself i hate evrything about me i keep breaking promises and i keep going on and doing nothing abotu it i hate myself for everythign that ive done to everyone hell even the people ive never met depression is not a happy thing espically when ur me. be glad ur another person reading this and not having to ( Read more... )