Wrong journal :-P

so i am writing this down cuz i dont want to forget it

Boys names...

Damian
Daryl
Derek
Drake
Aiden

Girls names...

Veronica
Violet
Venisca

The heart is empty
the energy goes away
the colors fade to grey
loved ones arent there
hope turns to sadness
truth turns to tears
the world is turned upside down
and it slowly stops turning

today i realized that i may not be able to be int he play. I am failing my chemistry class. Mr Mcleod is the worst teacher ive ever had. i dont understand anything hes talking about. I do the hw but because i do it wrong cuz i dont know what the fuck im doing..i dont get credit.. so i realized in class today that im ding really bad and that im ( Read more... )

so yeah...its my nieces birthday today. shes 1. at this time last year i was in the hospital wishing and hoping that everything would be okay. one year later i have the best niece in the entire world. i love her to death. Happy Birthday Aurora ( Read more... )

This is the song im auditioning with for dux idol 07..next year..mostly because ive always thought of my sister as one of my true heros and my sisters taught me so much and i wouldnt be who i am without her help. If anyone thinks of another song i should sing for dux idol u can tell me..even if u think i suck at singing ( Read more... )

"Where Is Your Heart ( Read more... )

Life seems just...worthless...I feel worthless..School is worthless...anything i do i just feel is worthless. Nothing seems to be going right for me really..Im losing my best freind...i got into a play but dont do anything..I am FAILING a class...I DONT FAIL!...Not even my LUNCHES go right!!..i was excited for lunch today..the one break of my day.. ( Read more... )

So...its coming to the end of the year..and..i was thinking...i really want Dave to go to dux next year...its a bit selfish but i want him closer to me...and out of that other house. yup yup.

all i wish for is him bac in dux. hoping that it will come true come september. *sigh*

Memorial day parade today it was way too hot. it sucked.

So...i was thinkin and i really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really ( Read more... )