canada pisses me off
they wouldnt let me in

until 2009
then i MIGHT be able to get into the country

oh so weak
but i got really drunk
in bellingham(sp)

had fun
met some new people

yea

its fuckin dumb
when you actually
sit down and start thinking about why
you do the things you do
cause then you come up with answers
that you dont want to think about

BORED

im bored
lets get fucked up
yea i donno
my pizza is done

youre so fucked up
you start sending me messages at like 1 in the morning or 2 or some shit
seriously why try
you have to wait until like you get home from doing all your other shit

i dont think you understand
this shit hurts
as much as this might come as a shock to you
i just want the pain to end....

ive stopped takin meds
i dont care anymore

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ha
this is ridiculous
or so it seems
who knows
this isnt working out

im bored
so im writing
and like
i have a lot of stuff i want to say but no time

so i shall return later
with more insightful writings
er something

im not doing this because i want to
dont think that at all
but its something i feel should be done.

it hurts
i hurt
this isnt fair

im left with nothing out of all of this