i think that everythings going all wierd like ( Read more... )

my fantasies cloud reality,
which usually leads to self-deception

yup ive posted it before but
i liked this post
so im posting it again
so
what the fuck ever

yea
so i should just move on
i dont know why i havent yet
or what im thinking will come of all this
but nothing thats going to make me smile for a while
so yea
i should just get over it
and move along
its ridiculous
that i havent yet
basically
im looking forward to moving to tacoma
cause maybe i could meet new people probably
gahhh whatever

i miss my car
its been since monday
so ridiculous
1/2 hour left
the clocks ticking
i hope my cars going to be done by today
someone needs to put in some over time

im tired
but cant sleep
cause my mind is so full of thoughts
and i have no one to talk to about anything
yup
it sucks

what a day
seriously

No one wants to see ( Read more... )

this is so fucking dumb
maybe you were right
its fucked up that youre the person
that i cant stop thinking about
and everythings at where its at right now
this is fuckin killin me
like i hurt
and its not fair
at all

im leaving
at about
230 - 300 am ish
going to be gone till sunday
im thinkin when i get back imma sit and figure out how to get the fuck out of this area.
yea thats what im going to do
so i can go somewhere i wanna be
and get the fuck away from all these fake ass people
heh yea im tired of people
seriously

i wanna move to seattle
like bad
i went out there the other night
to alki beach city center, and then fremont.
cause i had nothing better to do
than walk around seattle
woo
yea i wanna move out there so bad