i cant keep doing this.
i hate that we're alright at night or what not
when you want someone to stay with you
and then every morning we fight
i cant do this
its too much for me
its hurting me

IM BITTERno really though im bitter ( Read more... )

you say you dont wanna sit here and watch me take my life to shit ( Read more... )

all i want is for everything to be ok ( Read more... )

im depressed
have been for a while
probably will be forever

fucking stupid
i swear
shit is killing me
like i cant keep doing this
it tears me apart
seriously
i got people on both sides
telling me to do this or that
and its fucking retarded
cause what i want to do
doesnt fucking work
gah
what the fuck ever
it doesnt even matter anyways

nobody understands

fucking sucks

i fucking hate my neighbors

my fantasies cloud reality,
which usually leads to self-deception
AND
sometimes
i bite my cheek
to justify
my teary eyes

and as random as this is
its true

im so dumb

im not even joking

allyse wants me to tell you that she cant believe she was ever involved with someone as selfish as you. and that it makes her sick when she thinks about it right now. youre always like this and youll never change and it just disgusts her, so have fun being a selfish piece of shit jerk. good thing that she did alot for you and that you dont even ( Read more... )