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I really don't know what to write about, all I know is that I had to update this. The world is depressing as usuall, and living is hard. I have to confind to this source to make me feel better which is barbaric. I am alone.

Thank you guys for your comments, it really cheered me up. Yea I shouldn't be in search of a girlfriend because it might make me worse if we break up. I shouldn't be relying on people for happiness, I should find it on my own.

god I hate my life. Sometimes I just feel like killing someone or killing myself. Damn depression. Life is just so fucking useless. I wish I had a girlfriend who can make my life more happier so I wouldn't be so depressed/suicidal. Well I'm going to check out communites and find people to add to my friends list. Hopefully I will find a girl.