when my biggest problem is i have too many hott men to go out with, i think life is going pretty well. lol

i just passed 1000 dollars today. i feel like i just broke the chains that held me down. lol i am proud of myself.

Yesterday I almost thought frankie and i were no more. He is alot different than my ex. Its not so serious, which is different. We dont even make sense. We talked about alot last night, and here is what we came up with ( Read more... )

i dont understand him at all. i need attention. he doesnt get it. and... my best friend is leaving for the week. :( i dont know how i am going to survive. i think i want to cry. grr.

Sight ( Read more... )

it smells like cigarettes. eww. and no one is smoking. lol

i am waitressing now. come visit me! :D

i bought the dane cook retaliation cd. its not for myself, but i will be listening to it alot. i love him. funny funny.

is my 18th birthday. thats weird to say. lol :D I am going to the cheesecake factory with frankies family tonight after his game. YUM :D AND THEN on saturday i am going to get my ear pierced with one of my absolute favorite loverlies, hilly (she is gettiing hers too) And THEN on sunday i am going to one of my favorite places, steak and shake, with ( Read more... )

i dint last very long with that fast. oh well.

i am feeling sensitive and bitchy. i hate this. :/ argh

i am now a server. i start training on weds.

i am going on an interenet fast with janelle. anyone want to join? lol

Sometimes I feel like I live in the past too much. As Ironic as that may sound to some, seeing that I usually pick up from the past and jolt forward. But still... I think I am going to try and make a conscious decision to leave it be. It being the friendship between me and my ex. I have tried to call him and I wrote him a letter seeing if we could ( Read more... )