i have so much to say but no patience or want to type it all out. so fuck it and everything else.

what is wrong with me?i need to find out soon. i feel like i am emotionless. i dont even know who i am. and that gets me in trouble. ugh.

it is weird that the year is overlapping. the days seem so short looking in the past. i should of said something a while ago and now it is killing me that i havent. the fact that you hugged me and you were secretly trying to steal him away while i was making plans with you to come visit me at school. it was going on and i kept telling myself that ( Read more... )

these numbers haunt me for some reason i dont know yet. i slept in so late, but that is not out of the norm for me. yesterday went to alana's with andy and heather. nina was there as well. it was okay. at the end of the night there was a lot of laughter and goofiness only andy and i could comprehend ( Read more... )

i have been real happy lately. it is so much more better living that way. i have been in a rut for a while. and i think it is because other peoples emotions effected my emotions and i was a reflection of others moods. and that just made me become easily upset all the time. but that is over hopefully ( Read more... )

im just cooling off in shanes wonderous air conditioned room after hours of being outside cleaning up his car, and lighting off fireworks. shane loves me so much, i just think i get too disappointed when he isnt all over me and talking like shakespeare to me. my thought process needs to change. i really want to start reading books again i used to ( Read more... )

i have had some good nights these days. tuesday at heathers. saturday at andys. sunday at laurens and heathers. last night at chads. all good. i am happy. love me and i will love your cute butt.

stop copying me or i will erase you.

sorry for making your day just a little harder than it already is. love me?

no nothing for me. i cant have a life like that.

say hello!!!! or something.

i cant wait for things to come ( Read more... )

where are you? i need you so badly right now. i hate the loss of technology with you. i get anxiety. sparkies and fridays with the girls from highland house. even though they are all bitches. its hot but not hot enough to run way. (it never will be). I Blame Everything On The Tetons! lets all just laugh and talk about funny things and forget all ( Read more... )