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[alovelyhaunting]

I wish I could make up my mind between wanting to be left alone and wanting to be scooped up and loved to death. Either way I'm restless and selfish and always on the brink of losing my balance (and what that actually means, I have no idea

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[babydolleyes]

seriously how i feel all the time.
i keep searching for an answer to the emptiness too and it's like everything i think would fill it in actuality ends up causing more problems.

[alovelyhaunting]

Ugh yess :(

I think I'll be happier when I'm in school and such (focusing on classes is a big help) but since money is such a huge issue for me right now I'll always be doubting whether I should even be in school/if pursuing that path is just me being selfish/etc...arrg my brain won't just take a chill pill sometimes.

[babydolleyes]

omg i'm going through the same exact thing! seriously i consider dropping out of school every day. even though i know what i'm pursuing is what i think that i want to do, i'm always questioning to myself WHY i'm even in school, even partially feeling forced into it? and my mother and i fight about money every day, and i start to feel like the stress isn't even worth it, and i'd rather just stop going to school and live simply or something i don't even know!