I havn't written in this in a long time and theres a reason. Everybody doens't need to know how im feeling all the time and im growing up and learning how to deal with my own problems, but sometimes i just need to vent- to write it all down, i an a Pisces after all. A lot has gone down in just the last 3 days. I spent a lot of time with a guy. He's ( Read more... )

I have no life, just work, maybe a few here and there trips to the mall or the gym. This stinks. I better have the best school year ever.

Its been a looooong week. I started Marylou's and have been working there and Jamies everyday since last monday. I am soo exhausted. It better be worth it. Today was my first day off since then. Needless to say i slept untill about 2. ALl the work and a lot of emotional turmoile has just turned me into a zombie. I feel like ive just been screwed ( Read more... )

Its been so long since ive had that feeling. Even when Jesse and i were going out those last months were just not...feelin it. I miss that feeling most of all of wanting to give to some one, having some one to care about. But then here comes reality and I remember im only 19 and ive got to get my life together before i can concentrate on any of ( Read more... )

So its been a while but heres the run down. My rents finall Left for Ireland. Ive been pretty muich enjoying my freedom. I havn't thrown any wild parties (yet). But i have had some of the guys over to play poker. I wont go into any of the harsh details (sorry Jimmy) im not a great player but im learning and getting better ( Read more... )

Nothing much happened this weekend. In saturday i worked till 2 am i walked out with 180$ so, i acn't complain too much. Sunday i went to my cousins graduation/ My moms 50th birthday/ Memorial Day BBQ. It was good to see my family i havn't seen them since like christmas. I felt kinda lonely b/c all my cousins have girlfriends and my brother brought ( Read more... )

Here i go again on my own going down the only road ive ever known

like a drifter i was born to walk alone......

Ive made up my mind*

I really havn't been motivated to do anything latly. I hate my job (if you couldn't tell). Tuesday is my interview with Marylous, and waiting for filenes I just really want to buy my coach purse. it seems like everyday is the same, get up, go to the gym,... then maybe work. what a summer. It realllly needs to stop raining its depressing me ( Read more... )

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Ok, so i had an extremely long weekend, and this is how it went ( Read more... )