i love how i feel lately ..its like no worries...its like drugs but n ( Read more... )

so days have been going by pretty randommly..i hate felling like this ..today me and my mom got into it again...i hate haveing fights with her..i hate getting so angry i just hit her...i want to just leave and never come back for a really really really long long long time it makes me sad to feel this alone and hopeless..so i don t know wht to do ( Read more... )

so its been like over 2 years since ive writen on this peice of shit but somehow i always come back to it..wel lets see were do i bein ( Read more... )

ok well i am curently grounded with no cell phone and instead of going to vegas i will stay at home alllllllllllll weekend how fucking boreing...and lets see i am mad at like everyone i  know  just kidding...i hate my dad hes so lame he was like so mean to me yesterday...he like to my phone i hate it......

and know i want to move out and like ( Read more... )

ok i dont have much time my stupid computer keeps dieing..i hate it ..umm why do i always have friends that guy s r attracted to right away...i think i am going to make some ugly friends like fast..i am so sad...i love it ( Read more... )

its raineing ....and me and carly are in 3rd period talking to mario on the phone .....ya hes a strange kiddd..ya umm new years was like all great and ya umm...woop woopp ....umm ya why did i use to think this thing was like the coolest thing ever...its pertty dumb but for some reason i am not over it yet soon tho ..

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ok so i am at school and i CaNt sToP ThINkInG AbOuT hIm ... oH mAn i DiDnT cOmE hOmE UNtIll 3 iN thE mOrNiNg SaTuRdAy..i wAS aT fAt MiKes hOuSe ..iT was BoReInG...bUt Ya We wEnT tO thE LoFt tO SeE tHe ShOw THaT ShIt wAS 13 $ AnD tHeN We LeFt aNd WeNt To The BacKyArd ShOw oN j sTreET...We pArTyEd TheRE ThEN hEaDdeD BaCK tO fAcTrY 2 yOu AnD pIcK UP ( Read more... )

so ya alot ..to much has happin to many thoughts through my head i dont know aht to do anymore ...its pounds emo and dame sad but i have no clue why i am here anymore what is the point of this world my life is there no meaning or way of its true value

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