Feeling a little better finally. The past few days have sure been rough. I finally got to hang out with Blair tonight. I miss her so much. I miss all my high school girls really. But I guess it's time to grow up, move on, and face reality. It's hard admitting that I'm not going to see all my friends whether they be from high school or college ( Read more... )

If you say you're going to call... call. Even if it's just to say you can't talk or can't do something, it's better than leaving someone hanging.

I wish I had the guts to be more out-spoken sometimes. :'(

I will no longer base my happiness on others. I am tired of setting my hopes and desires in the hands of others. All too often I think of how I would like things to be, which mainly includes other people. But I am tired of being disappointed. I'm not getting excited about ANYTHING until it actually happends. It's not even that other people are ( Read more... )

And yet again I drown my sorrows in junk food. I'm sick of feeling like this. I need to go away...

:'(

... but I'm just really bummed out right now. In case you don't know, both of my parents smoke cigarettes. Yes, most people can't believe it if they know them a little, but they do. IT DRIVES ME CRAZY!!! For whatever reason, when my mom stopped at the gas station to buy her pack, I silently went through the roof this time, though I've seen her ( Read more... )

Another productive day today! Again I got everything done... now I just have some errands left to run tomorrow night when mom gets home with the car... and of course the AOII scrapbook! DUN DUN DUN! I'm kinda nervous and overwhelmed by it right now, but I know once I get pictures printed and sorted, and the book and supplies bought, I'll be all ( Read more... )

And I thought that I would be able to relax now that camp is done. I THINK NOT! lol Today was my first offical day off of work spent at home. I had the biggest "to do list"... but it's all done. :) I'm such a nerd! If you know me at all, you know I love my lists! heehee I feel like my mind is in overload, and school hasn't even begun yet ( Read more... )

Where to begin... it's been so long ( Read more... )

So it hit me this past weekend that I will only be a camp counselor for 2 more weeks this summer! :( (Less than that now... my last day is July 23rd.) Originally I was hired for 2 sessions (6 weeks), but today Willoway offered me a job for the 3rd session. I told them about how I was going to this Leadershape camp, and they got really excited ( Read more... )

Sorry I haven't updated in so long. I could sit here forever and tell you the millions of things that have happened in the past few weeks... but instead I will just say that I have a very good feeling inside, like I'm finally on the right path in life.

good night :)