what are the personal implications of the fact that i was enthusiastically preparing my resume and cover letter for a career opportunity i found most intriguing and then, during internet sleuthing on the individual for whom i would be working i discovered one of what could be any number of political contributions in excess of $1000 to the Bush- ( Read more... )

called out by keatsheart and possiblybored on my mysterious lj disappearance of late, i confess to being MIA on the substantive post front, each word [t]here chosen, as always, quite deliberately for more than simply it's most obvious meaning. and for me that is the world of late. layer upon layer of meaning upon meaning spliced randomly with a ( Read more... )

i thought of you today, despite determined attempts to forget. you came to me, hidden among bubbles floating up from the bottom of my glass. as you surfaced, the visage of your eyes caught the light and this time, i chose to turn away ( Read more... )

bitter wind, violent assault on my skin; complimentary face fuck courtesy of jack frost himself so thoughtfully delivered across miles of frozen black infinitely marked by a lack of stars. creeping, sinister conviction: they, timelessly hanging, a friction knot precisely sewn through the gaseous scalp to the tangible c[ha]os[.]mos and i, at long ( Read more... )

i spent last night talking to a boy beside a waterfall under these amazing stars...
perhaps i should confine serious conversations about relationships and my willingness to pursue them to less incredible surroundings.

if you ask me about the future, i don't know what to say. a vast majority of the time i no longer have plans to be there.
the rest of the time the thought exhausts me too much to make any.

hmmm...should my vagina be jealous?
heh. your vagina is GREEN WITH ENVY! wait...that might not be envy...
yeh, i was about to say...
umm...might want to get that checked out...ew.

in other news, i have decided to bake a basket of evil, crumby little devil cookies and deliver them to kt's blessed and holy religious institution, where i will leave them ( Read more... )

i'm home.

there are fourteen deer in the front yard.

under "reason:" on the form i filled out at the lab today i wrote: "ritualistic exsanguination".
no one thought it was funny but me.

the end.

the bout of reclusiveness that i will indulge in following this moment is in no way prejudice or selective in nature. if you are not me, i simply will not be speaking to you until next week. unless of course i will be at your house. or, in the case of kt, you will be at mine tomorrow night ( Read more... )

i had the most fun last night.
ever.
:)

up next: off to work...part of thirty methodists at one. yippie...