wow so who actually reads this stuff? all i know is wow things are diffrent now with regards to everything. it is time for the beach 3 days sun and sand and forgetting. love you all .

wow had a great weekend and it does feel great. not gonna lie i am liking this new feeling..

wow so last night was just weird had dinner and dabs really opened up. now i understand a lot more on why they act the way they do. i just hope it wont be diffrent. lots to think about.

The Sun is in sentimental Cancer, in disharmony with Jupiter, planet of excess. The Sun's attachment to ego energies will make many people here on Earth fly into fits of frenzy over dramatic attachments that have no connection to anything that matters.

how much longer can i hold on when should i give up faith. during these trial and tribulations i am realizing just what i can handle and how strong i really am if i could only hold the faith!! is it the fact that i feel backed into a corner or is it just from being tired of fighting. who knows not me.

wow let me just say brutal!!!! should i listen or ignore?? last night was a very ouch filled night. but hey stuff happens right.

Thursday, June 30, 2005 (Tomorrow ( Read more... )

why is it thins seem so good then a wrench gets thrown in there? all of these thoughts and feelings what do i say what do i keep? do i say how i really feel or do i say what i think would be right ????

i dont know why we have been arguing but it sucks and i want it to stop. why is it sometimes life seems so easy and then the next minute it seems almost impossable we have the same thoughts and ideas and its scarry because we have this so often. maybe the clichue is right and the roles are reversed. all i know is we are happy around each other so ( Read more... )

i have never felt more humble and purpsefull than i did yesterday. talked to daddy and we got along and felt really good talking to him. it seems that by doing what makes me happy things seem to calm down.