My father is an asshole no doubt he hates my "attitude" and probably my rachel but fuck him he doesn't know what i need.. hes retired now i guess means im going to be doing alot less cuz hes a controling bastard who wants my to do anything oh well i love you rachel and i hope you are feeling good and i hope i can call you tonight ya know hes a

well that wasn't fun i wsa o nthe phone with rachel and my father decided it was a good time to "kick my ass" he didn't but Fuck the world and burn in hell everyone i have a party tomorrow that im gonna fkae a smile through if i wake up in the morning i might kill myself im not sure yet hes a fucking ass hole and i hate him with every fiber of my ( Read more... )

This should be a long entry but its not gonna be ..My father is getting an operation tomorrow its really bugging me in fact its stopping normal operations that i should be able to do under normal circumstances (you know what im talking about) i think im gonna be depressed real soon and for a while i couldn't ..... even though i wanted to my body ( Read more... )

Well......update yesterday i got home from school argued with my parents then let them alone for a few hours and they seemed to be fine again later around 7 i lit a fire and my dad came out to sit with me (whom was also totally sauced by this time) stayed out there till 9 talking about shit shit and generally pissing me off...oh well right. Sat i ( Read more... )

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Well school in like 7 days fuck that sucks this summer was kinda fun i guess i made alot of people happy and pissed alot off some very good things happened though some people haven't talked to me that said they would :( some that said see you next year i found and hung with :) good times .... anyways yeah school is gonna be fun? im scared for it to

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So i jus t got back from a long bike ride that was totally worth the agony....first i fixed a friend computer then we talked for a bit ..then i showed up a rachels kinda randomly and that made the whole long painful trip home totally worth it. I miss seeing her. We must hang out more than once a week cuz i almost couldn't just leave.... :(

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