well this thing is useless wit hno one reading this thing any more and i don't know why i bother typing this anyways things have been really crappy im not sure whats goin on not being to talk to rachel and all cuz she fucked up and im getting the blame which is really cool and mature not like her mom hsan't bought beer before to help the cause i ( Read more... )

You said I never update anymore, so here I am...just for you.
today turned out better than expected eh?
i love you and hope you are sleeping soundly
ewww drama with silly people like wow
anyways good nite

I'll be coming home
Just to be alone
Cause I know you're not there
And I know that you don't care
I can hardly wait to leave this place
No matter how hard I try
You're never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I'm better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you're here
This is not my home
I think I'm better off alone
Home, this house is not a home
By the ( Read more... )

life really sucks why is it when everything is going really good and everything is just coming up it goes striaght to hell similar to our stocks everything and every one in my life was happy and well now like wedsnday my dad is going into surgery again me and rachel are shakey i might kill tristan like real soon my mom is being a bitch my old ( Read more... )

i think that im sorry on the inside but it would seem that everything is going good and then somethingt bad happens and you get a little misguided and it would seem its all my fault every time because everything you do you're apparently perfect at and its never your fault im sorry but i think that im need some anger medicine or something to make me ( Read more... )

Holy Shit Friday the 13th omfg im gonnadie (not really but oh well right) i love my rachel and i think every thing will be good for a long time and stuff so yay.........

WELL THAT WAS THE MOST FUN LEIGH HAS HAD I A HELLA LONG TIME AT K^2 HOUSE HANGING OUT AND CHILLING WITH RACHEL I LOVE YOU BABY LOOKING FORWARD TO NEXT YEAR WITH YOU AND SUCH WE DIDN'T GET TO PARTY WITH LISSA BUT AS IT MAY SEEM WE DON'T NEED TO TO HAVE A TIME THAT IS BEYOND WORDS I PROMISE ILL NEVER DO ANYTHING ELSE TO MAKE YOU FEEL POOPY CUZ I ( Read more... )

well im an asshole apparently i can't do anything right no matter how hard i try you might as well dump me cuz im gonna do the same thing again im sure and ill apoligize and ill show you im sorry somehow and then ill do it again im really sorry im not as perfect as you had once veiwed me as i love you and hope your fine but yeah i always fuck ( Read more... )

Sorry everyone no tacky love statments in this post.. I hope you all are doing well im not but who the fuck woud think the geek has feelings ya know oh well im think im clear for your party on sat ....*crosses fingers* i miss you and i need not go in to details but today was interesting and i love you with all my being i hope that isn't affecting ( Read more... )

i am heaven sent, don't you daRe forget. i Am all you've ever wanted, what all the other boys all promised. sorry i told. i just needed you to know. i think in deCimals and dollars. i am tHe cause to all your problEms, sheLter from cold. we are never alone. coordinate brain and mouth. then ask me whats It like to have ( Read more... )