One thing I've noticed is that when I'm freaking out on lj about love, I ALWAYS get back to how much I love Chase. THAT is something my super-rational side can hang on to. Every time he says we'll be fine, we are so this time will be no different. It's a little longer, but seeing him in November is almost like being away all summer. I can do this.

He's gone.

Here's what's going on in my life. Maybe it'll be useless babbling maybe it'll help me better sort things out, I don't know ( Read more... )

What are your thoughts on getting my masters/certification online or from a community college versus at a 4 year institution? I sort of feel like the former are cop-outs on a way. Yes, I know that I determine what I get out of a program and location doesn't necessarily matter, but how are potential employers going to feel? Am I going to be less ( Read more... )

So remember when I used to be happy most of the time.....*sigh ( Read more... )

I want to post, but I'm sort of at a loss for words today ( Read more... )

all those feeling emotionally unstable this year say aye....

Chase got job offers today in NE and UT.....

and does worrying about and being bothered by little things indicate that I'm not really in love ( Read more... )

How do you know when you find the person you want to spend the rest of your life with?