big drama. bullshit. if your intention is to make my life miserable don't even bother saying a word. probably one of the smartest decisions i am to make is not give a shit about your opinion of me. lets just see if that stays just as easy as just saying it. to those of you who don't know, my backround is so fucking beautiful<3

im really fucking pissed off and stuck in school till three thirty. ill update this shit later. by the way joe as of now is a queer.

spur of the moment. i hung out today and offcourse did the homework i had assigned - nothing more, nothing less. i did the same thing i have been doing for the past week - sitting in front of the computer and obbessing over my beautiful backround. went to church - prayed for whatever i needed to pray for, but especially over this one person whom ( Read more... )

the conversation i had lat night really did change things around. we began becoming closer and closer and soon enough it going to be the way it was before. i love her to death and i want to help her out as much as possible. best friends don't fade away - they last forever and ever ( Read more... )

ill be making the most of a bad time tonight because of sacrifice. i dont really feel like going to a place where i will probably feel unwelcomed and dislike very much so. instead, ive decided to bring willow to the party because her life, although it may seem horrible at times takes me away from my life. so just as everyone will be sitting ( Read more... )

im really going to change my life around - for the better. this year i have decided to try something different and stay home instead of going to socialize with all those dumb fucks who have their parties and have invited me for the purpose of drinking and bull shitting. i don't need to drink or smoke or do any drugs to be happy. i kind of regret ( Read more... )

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it ( Read more... )

over julia's house. tommorrow we're going snowboarding and we won't be back until monday. least i get to get away from everything for a couple of days. i never stopped by joe's house, because im just simply a big bitch and i don't know why he's going out with me - i don't deserve him at all. i bought the prettiest skirt at some thrift shop and ( Read more... )

the lockett was so pretty. i can't see joe today so instead ive stayed home, ate, and talked a bit with mike. i feel as if we have so much in common yet nothing to talking about; it's actually quite sad, since i grew up with him. tomorrow im going to the city, buying a cell, and getting joe a hoodie. i love him and i haven't actually spent quality ( Read more... )

my last entry was a private one. sometimes, its true, i really do care what others think of me. i went shopping with alex today and to my surprise i..im done im out i cant fucking continue with this. pussy, pussy me.