i might as well be entitled to kill every all american reject fan out there.  christopher's birthday happens to fall on this day turning christopher sixteen.  i tired calling steven yet again wishing him a merry christmas.

i cried.

and you told me everything was going to be ok.

i smoked.

and pissed.

and you laughed.

and then left - forever.

guess a couple of people had surprised me today. they wrote a couple of christmas cards and gave them away, which happened to put me in a better mood. i did it with him again today. most decisions i make aren't exactly the best. im really looking forward to seeing Anna every Sunday - everyone needs Jesus Christ; and whether the Bible is ( Read more... )

my nigger called me white. he made me a couple of offerings which im not quite sure as to how to respond too. maybe he's just bullshitting again. joe seemed pissed at me. i hope we're not growing further and further apart. whatever. shit happens. i bought a piece of oak tag paper today at duane reade and still haven't started the project. ( Read more... )

this isn't something you have to understand. or read about to see what's going on.  this isn't something that's always going to make sense because apparently it's written for my main purpose.  i hope you meant everything you said. im hoping things could get a little better, but im thankful for everything i have.  rachel's going to be furious.  i ( Read more... )

Psh Anna <3's Anna.
I'm just testing don't get pissed.