i dont know what to do. im so lost and confused. what shouold i do? can anyone help me ( Read more... )

we talked and well its true, i was in love....i thought. i was stupid for thinking we had sumthing. i was stupid for caring so much, for putting off family plans, putting off friends for her. i tryed to make my world revolve around her. that was stupid ( Read more... )

i hate the way he treats her. i mean sumtimes she says how he is great and everything but most of the time he is treating her like shit or being childish. why does she stand for it? she deserves soo much better. she is hurting and i hate it when she is hurting. i wished there was sumthing i can do. is there anything i can do? i jsut wished i could ( Read more... )

well....i promised i would go and well im here....6th period. Typed up my stupid ass paper... because i promised her that also. I do it all for her ( Read more... )

well today was alot of fun...for me anyways. i went to Alexis' and we watched tv and jsut kinda joked a little ya know? she cleaned. i watched tv. became her moving tool....wasnt that bad, she should learn to take out shelves...makes it ligher ( Read more... )

should i wait on her? i mean she tell sme that certain things i will never be able to do with her. she tell sme that im dreaming adn that im ifatuated. should i wait on her? i want to because i think she is worth waiting for. but shes waiting for sumthing else ( Read more... )

well so far today has been pretty fun. I woke up at 8ish and didnt go to school. I have a paper to work on so I decided not to go. then i took a nap at about 1130 or 12 and slept til about 2. I gave Alexis a call at about 215 and she called me back. Her and I went to Valencia to go work on my paper. It was actually jsut a reason for me to be around ( Read more... )

well i have decided to start another journal. one that not many people can see. probably only 3 people can know this. if that. but i know of 1 for sure. jsut the fact she trust me and i can trust her....its better that way ( Read more... )