well manda has gone to spend about 4 days with her dads wife. sucks i know. i dont know what to do. i keep getting this jealousy feeling and it wont leave. she wont answer my calls or anything. idk what shes doing. its like shes trying to avoid me. im stuck at home. unfortunately. oh well. lately i have felt so much love with ehr. but now its like ( Read more... )

well they ended. i thought i would be happy, but having her hurt this bad makes me pretty mournful. i mean she said they loved eachother and everything. what happened? guess it was time. who knows. she called me at 3 am and its 330. i was the first she called. it makes me feel really good, knowing she can come to me about that. i could tell there ( Read more... )

alright well im bored....kinda. im sittin here at amandas place. she jsut got home from school. i didnt go...i went to the hospital to get my foot checked out! turns out i didnt break anything in it. i only either tore sum tissue or i brusied sumthing. but they took xrays nothing was wrong. im glad. so im on meds and cruches. i cant work til after ( Read more... )

im confused with myself....not so much with her. lately its like i dont want her even more than before and then other times i jsut dont care as much. wen i see her or walk up to her....i get butterflies. why is that? is it normal? should it happen ( Read more... )

well I promised i would update so i am. Today was alright. i went to burger king with her at about 330. it was alright. too bad we couldnt do anything after. so she brought me home and i wrote. i wrote a song called "bunny". its about her so it is pretty cool....i think. my parents said it was cute! idk ( Read more... )

its been a few days since i last updated. i figured what the hell so im goin to update ( Read more... )

from the cuts on her wrists ( Read more... )

love ( Read more... )

well me and alexis went to the park by my place. i had an amazing time ( Read more... )

man, im so bored. im sitting here lsitenin to gangster rap music. Watching my neises be like retards and waiting on my friend 2E get done picking up his car. After that we are supposed to go drive around, see what it can do ( Read more... )