I have not been writing as much as I should of been. But when I get the time I shall rectify that mistake.

The world is a giant masqerade ball, almost everyone is hiding behind a mask; Afraid of attaining nothing if they walk onto the stage of life as they are. Through this illusion they hope to possess what they percieve others have that they dont. What is true beauty? What is true power? They are not illusions to be projected, for to be something that ( Read more... )

Everytime i fall I manage to step back up and confront the issues that plague me head on, one step backward one forward sometimes two. Stagnant, battle for my mind, sanity misplaced and regained. Who am I really? What is real and what isnt? Studies into theoretical physics and metaphysics have shown me alot, too many similarities those two have in ( Read more... )

I had to buy they were calling me ( Read more... )

In order to achieve harmony and balance one must first confront the self and accept it in every respect. For every flaw can one day can become perfection; each in itself a grand lesson to be learned from. All aspects are apart of the whole and must be treated as a whole or one will be incomplete. The demon that is imbalance eats at us all until we ( Read more... )

Everywhere we look there is an order a method of how things arrange themselves and function. There is a higher geometry, higher art, and a higher reasoning for why events occurr when they occurr. Everything is connected and in that everything influences everything else. Everything we experience is a lesson to be learned and understood. Through each ( Read more... )

Bio etheric energy,chi,life energy, or whatever you wish to call it is very refined and exists on a scale much smaller then the planck length ( http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Planck_lengthRead more... )

Found out that her lung collapsed when she was hyperventalating when her boyfriend upset her. There are holes in her lungs the doctors put talke on them to generate scar tissue to seal them up.

The illness is fatal and she will die without a lung transplant. But she has some of the best doctors in the world there and the best surgens at her disposal.

The surgery went well shes not in the icu thankfully and shes recovering. The doctors are not sure what to do after this. They basically took a peice of her lung to test it and placed new tubes in to drain the fluid from the cists. But i know she will recover call it intiution